Spit it out

In my life, I have been accused of being a bitch or giving my opinion a lot more than I should. I have tried to bite my tongue with those opinions because I know that some of the things I say or think are probably hurtful. I do not apologize for the things I say, but sometimes my execution is not on par.

Even though I have this problem, I am still open and honest. I have talked about it on here before and I've said it in my personal life many times, but I so over someone lying to me. I don't care what your reason is behind it, it is not okay with me.

I talk about some very personal things with my closest friends. If my closest friends are going to lie to me, who I am supposed to trust? Just spit it out. Respect me enough to not lie to me and then act like you didn't. I think I deserve more than that.

Moods, Rudes, and 'Tudes

I don't really know what is going on out in the world these days, but whatever it is... we need to fix it. I feel like I've been dealing with bad moods, rude people, and intense attitudes the past month or so. I'm getting tired of dealing with hateful tones and smart comments. What reason is there for it? Why do we deserve to listen to it? To put up with it? I am trying to be a happy person right now, especially in this "blue period" I am experiencing... but I'm not trying to be rude to people. I guess I missed the memo on how to behave this year. If 2013 is going to be filled with this attitude, I think I'm ready to bypass it and move on to 2014.

Out With The Old

They say that with every new year is a new beginning. There are new adventures that wait for us and new discoveries to be made. In my case, there are new places to see and suitcases to pack. There are new passions to be found and new people to meet.

I am looking into 2013 with an open mind and a free spirit. I make no resolutions, ever (except that this year I will try to stop hogging all the laundry baskets in my bedroom). In saying that, I have opened up that book that I keep the list in. You know... my bucket list. Anyway... I fell short on so many things this year and my list has very few checkmarks. I know I must try harder to live my life for me... to find my true happiness... to love with my whole heart... and to experience all that I can.

Happy New Year from this thirtysomething girl... I believe 2013 is going to be my year.