Have you met someone that you really thought was special? You really knew in your heart that they were the perfect fit for you? A person that was right, that it didn't make sense, but it did.
I met a guy who made perfect sense to me and now things have just dissolved. I don't know where that happiness went or why. I was living in the moment for today being happy with what we had. Knowing in my heart that our situation wasn't great and that the cards were stacked against us. But also knowing that because we had that connection, we would be okay. It stopped being okay.
I want to undo my feelings, if I can please. Does someone know how to make that happen? I want to forget about what we had and the fact that it was perfect for us... because it doesn't make sense. I want to undo how special I felt. And I want to undo the connection that we had. And I want to undo the hurt I feel now.
How do I undo it?
I've been there.. I wish I had a perfect solution to that. I guess the only thing I can offer is to say that you should try to look at it from another perspective.. I don't know the whole story of what happened, of course, but if there was some issue on his end that caused it, maybe you're better off that you found out now and not way later. I know this is a tough thing to go through though, and my heart is with you. *Hugs*
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